bad day

[blue_byou]

today has been like thee worst day. well not thee worst, but still pretty bad. everything just seems to be going wrong. and everything/everyone seems to be falling apart. and theres nothing i can do. plus i woke up this morning feeling naseated (sp?) and getting hot flashes. but i still had to go to work, so then i'm like fuck that and went home early. and now i'm at my dads, in pain w/ cramps from hell. b/c i get cramps super bad for some reason. actually quite a few times they've been so bad that i have to go to the emergency room. today is just not a good day.
tonight i have to go dress all cute and put on a face b/c my gmas in from out of town and taking me out to dinner or something. hey great... the only thing good about today is that marcs getting home from hawaii tonight.
blah and yuck
and more blah