slap in the face big disgrace
This Lust Will Never Be Quenched Nor Will It Be Ignored...
there is a reason why i don't want to do this
to myslef again but then i always end up doing it!!!
but maybe it will ALL just get out of my system...
or again i might fall harder and faster
i hate how all i am is a little sister or just the cute little girl next door type to you!!!
AMANDA aka Pirate Whore 2-if i could lay all night in your bed and eat nothing but starburst and walk around Catalina track with you and talk to you about silly and stupid boys/future/you name it we probably talked about it on the 12laps we did hehe but minus getting scared by the creppy lady on the phone in the bleachers i would do it every night cause YOUR THE FUCKING LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I LOVE YOU LIKE HERMINY LOVES YOUR CHOCLATE MILKSHAKES!!!
~and i know you never read mine anymore but its ok as long as i get this down but i just want you to know that i care about you so very much and i see how talking and seeing you less is breaking our friendship and that really makes me sad cause i miss you and seeing you go into that classroom or talk on the patio makes my day because i get to see your pretty face with that smile of yours now whether its for real these days or not i don't know but i want you to know i miss you and worry about you all the time love~
there is a reason why i don't want to do this
to myslef again but then i always end up doing it!!!
but maybe it will ALL just get out of my system...
or again i might fall harder and faster
i hate how all i am is a little sister or just the cute little girl next door type to you!!!
AMANDA aka Pirate Whore 2-if i could lay all night in your bed and eat nothing but starburst and walk around Catalina track with you and talk to you about silly and stupid boys/future/you name it we probably talked about it on the 12laps we did hehe but minus getting scared by the creppy lady on the phone in the bleachers i would do it every night cause YOUR THE FUCKING LOVE OF MY LIFE AND I LOVE YOU LIKE HERMINY LOVES YOUR CHOCLATE MILKSHAKES!!!
~and i know you never read mine anymore but its ok as long as i get this down but i just want you to know that i care about you so very much and i see how talking and seeing you less is breaking our friendship and that really makes me sad cause i miss you and seeing you go into that classroom or talk on the patio makes my day because i get to see your pretty face with that smile of yours now whether its for real these days or not i don't know but i want you to know i miss you and worry about you all the time love~