Give me one reason to stay here or I’ll turn right back around

May 03, 2005 23:39

one more reason could leave me in tears
one more time holding back could ruin all that i've got

so i have come across and found my inner person and i have ran with her maybe not always in the right direction or maybe not always for the right reasons but i haven't cared much so i just ran anyway just so i could let go of everything i have been bottling up inside and i guess just come a time that the bottle breaks and lets everything out now which i know isn't the best idea but that was all i was given at the time and now is totally kicking my ass and i have lost my only way home and i have never felt this lonely in my life will someone please take my hand and guide me the rest of the way i feel like a broken record player i say how i feel or what i want over and over but never seems to be listened all the way through and its frustrating i haven't really been fond of this inner person i've become actually because i know that its not the real me inside anymore or the person i ever want to become again because jealousy/bitchiness just isn't the way i like to roll but i would like to just say that i'll find my way back even if no one is beside me along for the ride but i know its going to be hella bumpy but thats what makes the ride worth it all in the end

**what would happen if i happened to died tomorrow just hypothecally what would be the last things you want me to hear come out of your mouth or wish you would have said to me before i just want to know thats all**
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