just when i think of holding on

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I have a feeling this is going to be the worst week ever and there is nothing i can do to stop it from happening......AND IT HURTS SO MUCH!!!

you asked me how ive been
i guess thats when i smiled
and said just fine but i was lying

maybe all i needed was for you to know i did care
maybe all i needed was to look at you again the way i use too
maybe all i needed was to never let you go
maybe all i needed was to tell you where i stood
maybe all i want is to just learn how to love
maybe all i want is to feel comfortable again
maybe its just because of the person i've become
maybe its because i'm to weak to show you any other way
maybe now its too late to tell you this

You say you've turned it off hid your heart upon a shelf
scared of what it might cost to take it down for someone else
but loving you i've lost too much I’ll follow any road
anywhere to get to you I’ll open up my soul if that is what you need me to do my heart is made of broken bones my soul a bag of sticks and stones
but you along this dusty road always comes along to take me home you lightly lifted me away and thats when you take away all my fear