WHY NOW?!?!?!
wow this is probably the hardest thing i have every had to take in and it wasn't very easy cuz you just came and dropped it on me like a ton of bricks!
i just want to sit down cry and never stop not like i have been lately but nothhing will come out and think i'm all out and i'm no where done and thats all i want to do right now can't a girl just cry?!?!?
i can't feel my real self anymore
THIS SERIOUSLY CAN'T BE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!
i know its for the best for you but WHY NOW!!!!!!!!!this isn't fair what happenes if i still need you or still want to talk to you?!?! i won't be sure that you will always be there for me ever again!!!!!I'M LOSING YOU AREN'T I???????
i think i will fall apart more then i am already!
god i feel like freakin HUMPY DUMPY every peice of my life is falling apart right in front of my eyes but i don't want to be put back together just leave me on the floor right here for the world to see me for bit longer wow i'm sooo afraid to be happy any more because everytime i want to be or when i think i'm on my way back there always has to be that ONE horrible thing that stands in my way and ruins any chance i ever get!!!!!!!!!!
GOD THIS IS THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD.......... i can't deal with take this any longer!!!!!
I CAN'T DO GOODBYES I DON'T SEE HOW ANY ONE CAN BUT SERIOUSLY CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE YOU SEE THE GOOOOOOOOOOOD IN THIS? OH RIGHT YOU CAN'T IT NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!
i so can't take this all in yet and i know i will never be able too its just something i can't handle at the moment this is sooooo not fair I HATE THIS SO MUCH I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR TELLING ME
god i feel so fucking selfish its for the best just keep thinking that
i think the tears are back now
and i don't think they will ever stop this time!!!!!!!!!!
i just want to sit down cry and never stop not like i have been lately but nothhing will come out and think i'm all out and i'm no where done and thats all i want to do right now can't a girl just cry?!?!?
i can't feel my real self anymore
THIS SERIOUSLY CAN'T BE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!
i know its for the best for you but WHY NOW!!!!!!!!!this isn't fair what happenes if i still need you or still want to talk to you?!?! i won't be sure that you will always be there for me ever again!!!!!I'M LOSING YOU AREN'T I???????
i think i will fall apart more then i am already!
god i feel like freakin HUMPY DUMPY every peice of my life is falling apart right in front of my eyes but i don't want to be put back together just leave me on the floor right here for the world to see me for bit longer wow i'm sooo afraid to be happy any more because everytime i want to be or when i think i'm on my way back there always has to be that ONE horrible thing that stands in my way and ruins any chance i ever get!!!!!!!!!!
GOD THIS IS THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD.......... i can't deal with take this any longer!!!!!
I CAN'T DO GOODBYES I DON'T SEE HOW ANY ONE CAN BUT SERIOUSLY CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE YOU SEE THE GOOOOOOOOOOOD IN THIS? OH RIGHT YOU CAN'T IT NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!
i so can't take this all in yet and i know i will never be able too its just something i can't handle at the moment this is sooooo not fair I HATE THIS SO MUCH I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR TELLING ME
god i feel so fucking selfish its for the best just keep thinking that
i think the tears are back now
and i don't think they will ever stop this time!!!!!!!!!!