Mar 26, 2005 01:53
Everybody goes through life and then at one point they are brought to big flipping black hole!!!!!!!!! and i really don't know where to go from here so will someone just please stand by me as i go i don't want to be alone anymore and i don't think i can make it out alive!
will it always be this damn dispressing when i talk to you ever again??
i know i haven't talked to you in a longtime i still haven't talked to you but still there will always be that thought in my mind that it will never be the same and i can't stand losing that feeling again but for a while i thought i did and i was going crazy i hid it as best as i could until i kept hearing your name and it hurt to think of where we have ended and its killing me why can't thinks just go back????
i miss you!
I just feel soo drained sick and i don't even know what from! really haven't done anything maybe thinking to much but still shouldn't make me this sick haven't eating anything in what seems like forever and a day and if i eat i can't keep it down! even my favorite smells make me sick i hate this what has happened to me!!!!!!!!!
I miss my SUNSHINE more than anything right now
and i think i'm gunna loss it!
Why not take a crazy chance why not do a crazy dance