Jan 26, 2005 03:15
So, in the style of Kate and Colin, I have decided to sleep in tomorrow. I haven't gotten the chance to in about two weeks, so I think I owe it to myself. Unfortunately, this means I must be absent from my Graphic Design class. Oh well, so is life. Besides, Professor McKenna is pregnant, so maybe she won't care too much I am not there.
My skin is dry, I need lotion.
Anyway, a few hours tomorrow will give me some time to work on my website. What it is right now is okay, but I don't like the style anymore. Colin and I took a few pictures at Gallery, so hopefully those will turn out. I am starting to think I have too much time on my hands, but that is far from the truth. This weekend I am going to teach Colin, Jeff, and Kate how to use Macromedia and Adobe products. That'll be fun. If anyone else wants to come, you're more than welcome. I am going to end up doing Colin's website for his radio show. I think that will be interesting, to say the least.
Switching gears, do you ever wonder why we put ourselves through self-inflicted pain and suffering? That we allow ourselves to become to engulfed in our own emotions that we forget that things aren't as bad as we make them out to be? I have been thinking about that lately. After talking to Bethany tonight, she reassured me of some things, and I hopefully did the same for her. Holding on to the idea that we're both the same person, we usually know what to say to each other. I worry too much, I think. I have found, though, that talking about things with people makes it easier. I am not used to doing that.
A few nights ago I had a conversation with someone. It was good, and the outcome was rather predictable. Though, what we talked about was complicated, he seemed to imply that we all can be compared to some "standard" that dictates our actions and outcomes. Am I wrong for thinking that we can be different from the "usual" and "predictable" cliches of relationships? I like to think that we can be different. That I would rather not live my life being compared to something that is rather boring and mundane to begin with. But that I would prefer to be a part of something that was unique and that I created. I don't want to be predictable; spontaneity and thinking outside what is pattern is the only thing that makes us different from monkeys.
And I'm content in not being a primate.
Found my lotion.
-The kid in bed