hrm
been a bit of a moody bitch lately.. and, for that, i am sorry.. in part.
for the most of it, i think i had a right to hold back.. although it's probably unfair that i'm not telling people why i'm upset. ultimately, i feel like my reasons for being upset are selfish... but there are times when the cup of giving overfloweth and i need others to help me pour back.
enough of the cryptic mess.
this most recent thursday, my uncle passed away. my dad's older brother (my dad was second of nine) and the one he looks most like. i'm glad that i got to see him once this summer (last time was about 15 years ago) and that my husband got to meet him... although we'd been out of touch, he's still my uncle and i love him and the rest of my family. i wish i could be there.... there's not much i can do here besides pray and send my love.
to more upbeat things for people out there...
all of my promises for checking previously uploaded files and re-uploading to other ddl sites will happen this week. hopefully, by tuesday.
what's holding me back? halloween.
in past years, i'd always said that i wasn't going to dress up.. and then somebody convinces me, and i end up hand-sewing the crappiest costumes known to humankind at 2am on halloween celebration day.
these last three years have seen me trying to rally my entire team into dressing up, but this year may be a losing battle... what with deadlines, anti-halloween people joining my department, and my department just blowing up from 5 members to 12 members and, this year, to 30 members. *le sigh*
oh, well. the only thing is that our theme this year has been hard to decorate for. i wonder if i'll be able to pull something by 5am tomorrow?
for the most of it, i think i had a right to hold back.. although it's probably unfair that i'm not telling people why i'm upset. ultimately, i feel like my reasons for being upset are selfish... but there are times when the cup of giving overfloweth and i need others to help me pour back.
enough of the cryptic mess.
this most recent thursday, my uncle passed away. my dad's older brother (my dad was second of nine) and the one he looks most like. i'm glad that i got to see him once this summer (last time was about 15 years ago) and that my husband got to meet him... although we'd been out of touch, he's still my uncle and i love him and the rest of my family. i wish i could be there.... there's not much i can do here besides pray and send my love.
to more upbeat things for people out there...
all of my promises for checking previously uploaded files and re-uploading to other ddl sites will happen this week. hopefully, by tuesday.
what's holding me back? halloween.
in past years, i'd always said that i wasn't going to dress up.. and then somebody convinces me, and i end up hand-sewing the crappiest costumes known to humankind at 2am on halloween celebration day.
these last three years have seen me trying to rally my entire team into dressing up, but this year may be a losing battle... what with deadlines, anti-halloween people joining my department, and my department just blowing up from 5 members to 12 members and, this year, to 30 members. *le sigh*
oh, well. the only thing is that our theme this year has been hard to decorate for. i wonder if i'll be able to pull something by 5am tomorrow?