Jan 26, 2007 22:51
Sorry guys if you haven't heard from me for a long time. I'm seriously bogged down with work and try to get to the computer in my "spare" time.
I don' t like to be a quitter but I feel like I can't take this anymore. School. Those of you who know, I've been going on non-stop. I've commited myself to 14 hrs/6 days a week schedule which really sucks. I often find myself about to have break-downs everyday, all the time, but I try to pull myself together b/c it def. not the place to do that. I can't balance family problems, school, let alone personal problems all at the same time.
I hate this. Everything HAS to be scheduled. I just can't do this anymore...
I find myself having nightmares every night and my body literally feels broken. I'm losing my will to care about anything anymore.
Don't freak out about what I say b/c I just feel the need to get this off my back. I'll manage this, somehow.
I don't want to talk about this anymore. Nor should you have to hear it.
Truely,
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