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I am not trying to be emo and I do not want to talk about it.
I want to be happy with myself and my life. I dont want to regret this entire year and the fact that it was the most horrible year I have ever had. I want to get a good nights sleep so that I wouldnt cry at every little thing or try to bite my friends and familys heads off! I dont want life to be so fucking hard because I dont understand why it is to be so hard. I just want things to be like they were in the beginning of the year. I was so happy then and so hopeful that this year would be the best. I used to be so hopeful about the future. I really dont want to have to write this kind of stuff as Im crying because I didnt sleep. Life sux and I thought you should all know. I just dont understand why happiness is so hard to get. Its not like this kind of stuff is in short supply or a limited time offer. CORE sux for giving you all this hope that things can be changed and that at in the end, im going to like who I am. Well excuse me, but fuck CORE. I want everything I have no power in getting and thats why I dont want to talk about it. Ive vented and its over. Just forget i said anything.
I want to be happy with myself and my life. I dont want to regret this entire year and the fact that it was the most horrible year I have ever had. I want to get a good nights sleep so that I wouldnt cry at every little thing or try to bite my friends and familys heads off! I dont want life to be so fucking hard because I dont understand why it is to be so hard. I just want things to be like they were in the beginning of the year. I was so happy then and so hopeful that this year would be the best. I used to be so hopeful about the future. I really dont want to have to write this kind of stuff as Im crying because I didnt sleep. Life sux and I thought you should all know. I just dont understand why happiness is so hard to get. Its not like this kind of stuff is in short supply or a limited time offer. CORE sux for giving you all this hope that things can be changed and that at in the end, im going to like who I am. Well excuse me, but fuck CORE. I want everything I have no power in getting and thats why I dont want to talk about it. Ive vented and its over. Just forget i said anything.