Running around in circles.

[bludstaindstoat]

I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to ask.

I hate not being able to stop thinking about someone or let them go even after they've repeatedly been a dick to me. I hate not being able to let go without closure. Or clinging on after the fact.
I feel like I've fucked up somewhere on the line, not because I'm upset but because I'm upset again.

Comments

thoughts to ponder on:

[anonymous]

1. Know that you are something special and are not necessarily above the other person, just that you deserve to be treated with nothing less of which you are giving. A lot of times, people whom linger in your mind are ones that have left an imprint, you'll probably never forget.
2. Don't fall for silly tricks of temporary things.
3. The mind usually will remember all the good above anything bad.
4. Closer is a good thing. There are instances where it just dosn't happen. Not a whole bunch one can do about the past but accept and move on.
5. You may be possibly clinging on to what is comfortable and what you know. It is a very simple pathway.
6. Thoughts are there to trip up any situation no matter good or bad. Always thinking back on a situation on how one could do something different.
7. Do your best not to second guess yourself. Can't change the past, so keep looking forward, it's the only thing you can control (heh, not 100% ya know). DON'T LET ANYONE STOP YOU FROM YOUR POTENTIAL, EVEN YOURSELF!
8.Don't be afraid of confidence.
9. No matter what situations and experiences you go through, they are all for learning. Choose your own path. Life is a curious thing and doors will open when they feel necessary.
(p.s.: post-indulgence of alcohol before this post)