Reading and confusion. . .
I have read over my journal and I'm surprised that I wrote all that. Normally I don't find any solace in writing down my thoughts. In this case I'm making an exception.
Apparently it's true that I'm married now. I have seen the DVDs that were recorded of me and Amelda in some intimate moments, and that's all I'm going to say about that part, and I have seen the wedding photos. I know that what he says is true, and I do feel terrible that I can't remember any of it. I know I feel something when he is near. (For some odd reason, it hurts when I sit down. It's uncomfortable, but I can't let that bother me now.)
My headaches are growing more sever the more I try to remember. I had to speak to Dr. Reinhold per Amelda's request. At first, there wasn't much to say. What can I say when I can't remember anything past 2000 which is the year that the Battle City Tournament was decided.