A lot to think about. . .
There was a question asked to me about a week ago or so about what it was that attracted me to Amelda. Some answers aren't always cut and dry.
When we first me, yes he was bent on destroying me. He was sent to kill me. After I listened, really listened to what he was saying during our second duel, that's when I realized that he was more alone than he led on.He didn't want to die. He needed someone to tell him that he isn't alone. I began to search within myself when he was taken, I knew that he needed someone to hold and in some strange way, I did too.
I work hard each day that I am with him to assure that he is happy since most of his life, he had nothing but pain and suffering. I took for granted many things that I enjoy and he never had the same life I did. I was sheltered, yet I wasn't afraid to face him. He needed me just as much as I needed him. I love him for who he is. He has a strong outlook and he knows what he wants. The sex isn't the only thing that our relationship is based on. It's a very nice perk.
As far as getting the help that he needs, I have found a doctor in Brussels that will be willing to talk to him. He has some very strong credentials and he has a high success rate. His name I am not going to disclose until after Amelda sees him. This way, there is less confusion to everyone if this doctor doesn't work out.
In the meantime, we have seen a doctor that has agreed to come to us and prescribed him some medication that will help him calm down. He's doing rather well.