"I don't wanna hate. I don't wanna be broken." - Plumb

[bludraegon24]

*ramblings*

could you just look me straight in the eye
and say to me
all the words you've kept inside for so long
for too long

and I know there's something

- or maybe there's nothing -

and i've just been waiting
been holding on
for some sort of apology
for some sort of speech
for some sort of something

that would, at least, let me know you feel.

but i've been waiting for nothing.

you are nothing.
you are an empty shell
wasting breath
wasting space
wasting my time.

you are nothing.

5/26/06 smw

"When our eyes meet, I know you see. I do not wanna be afraid. I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in. I'm tired of feeling so alone. Relief exists, I find it, when I am cut. I may seem crazy or painfully shy. And these scars wouldn't be so hidden if you would just look me in the eye. I feel alone here and cold here. Oh, I don't wanna die..." - Plumb *Cut*