"I've got your memory, or has it got me?... It won't let me be."
I had the most amazing weekend ever. As soon as I parked my car outside Scott's house and I saw his smiling face, everything else just melted away and, suddenly, everything was just okay.
It's simply the world's greatest feeling.
"I've been so wrong for so long. Thought I could live without the love that you give. I was wrong. Oh, so wrong. I've been so wrong for so long. I didn't know that I loved you so, I was wrong. Well, I never knew I could want you, darling, oh, so much. Now that you're gone, I dream of you and your sweet touch." - Patsy Cline *So Wrong*
I adore Patsy Cline.
Scott and I went bowling with Geoff and Ashley on Friday night. I think I broke 100 for the first time ever. I beat all of them. Might be the greatest moment of my life... okay, not quite. But still... for me, breaking 100 is effing amazing.
I think it took this weekend to finally realize how much I just don't care about what people think. I make my decisions by my knowledge of what's best for me. I'm not quite sure why other people (some who barely know me) think they know what's best.
What gives you this supreme knowledge?
Age? There are five-year-olds with a better sense of what's important in life than some fifty-year-olds. So, apparently, that theory's out.
Maturity? Nope. I've been more mature than some people I know since I was nine years old. Oops, I guess just negated that one, too.
Life experiences? Hmm... Pretty sure I've been through quite a range of experiences, ranging from pretty damn bad to really, really good. That one's gone, too.
I guess I'm just not sure where people get the idea that I want to hear their opinions on my life. Sorry, I just don't care. I'm living my life, you live yours, and, if you would just stop talking to me, life would be great.
I've got things under control.
*shae w*
It's simply the world's greatest feeling.
"I've been so wrong for so long. Thought I could live without the love that you give. I was wrong. Oh, so wrong. I've been so wrong for so long. I didn't know that I loved you so, I was wrong. Well, I never knew I could want you, darling, oh, so much. Now that you're gone, I dream of you and your sweet touch." - Patsy Cline *So Wrong*
I adore Patsy Cline.
Scott and I went bowling with Geoff and Ashley on Friday night. I think I broke 100 for the first time ever. I beat all of them. Might be the greatest moment of my life... okay, not quite. But still... for me, breaking 100 is effing amazing.
I think it took this weekend to finally realize how much I just don't care about what people think. I make my decisions by my knowledge of what's best for me. I'm not quite sure why other people (some who barely know me) think they know what's best.
What gives you this supreme knowledge?
Age? There are five-year-olds with a better sense of what's important in life than some fifty-year-olds. So, apparently, that theory's out.
Maturity? Nope. I've been more mature than some people I know since I was nine years old. Oops, I guess just negated that one, too.
Life experiences? Hmm... Pretty sure I've been through quite a range of experiences, ranging from pretty damn bad to really, really good. That one's gone, too.
I guess I'm just not sure where people get the idea that I want to hear their opinions on my life. Sorry, I just don't care. I'm living my life, you live yours, and, if you would just stop talking to me, life would be great.
I've got things under control.
*shae w*