"I'm patient of this plan, as humble as I can, I wait another day before I turn away."

[bludraegon24]

Therapeutic

Cut arms form my own kind of therapy
as I hear
your voice
his voice
too many voices
For too long I listened
to your voice as it said I was too fat
and that I'd always make bad decisions
to his voice as it said I was too fat
and that no one could ever love me
to your voice as it said I was a failure
and that I'd always be selfish
to his voice as it said I was heartless
and that I'd always be selfish
until the voices blended
and I tore my heart out
left it on the floor
for you to walk on
and I opened my mind
left it out in the air
to fill with your words
yours and his
and I left myself out there
for you to abuse
for you continually hurt
and these cuts on my arms
are my way of cutting you
of cutting him
out.