Behind my chearful eyes

[bludluvinme]

"Behind My Cheerful eyes"

Although i may portray a life full of bliss
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
i am completely depressed.
jokes, laughter, goofiness. none of it reflected inside,
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.

Although i seem well off, and very optimistic
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
i am overwhelmed and ballistic.
i cry, i weep, i bawl. However no one can see it inside,
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.

Although it may seem my life with my parents is easy, its hard
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
i am trapped, too sheltered, even scarred
i live a separate life, ones that my parents cant see, within myself.inside,
Inside, behind my cheerful eyes.

Although i have the ability to bring joy and happiness to my peers
inside behind my these cheerful eyes.
as your laughing, inside there are tears
you laugh, i cry, you have a life, not i. i am so different inside
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.