Sentiment has got me feeling low
Today was actually a pretty good day i suppose... I talked to Ashley. We are going to Starbucks next week to talk about everything. Yeah, like what happened with Chelsea... Ha, So maybe it's me. maybe i just SUCK at relationships. Or as Jess suggested, MAYBE PEOPLE JUST NEED TO LEARN TO KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT! Either way, my trust in people in general has totally diminished. There's only like 2 people in the world i feel i can trust. Well, the sit-down talk with Chelsea seemed to help, so hopefully this will too. (tho, in all honesty, i dont care as much about this one at all--whereas with Chelsea i woulda slit my writs if she still hated me).
Um, so, yeah. Then i went down to royal oak to get Casey another Modest Mouse ticket... i dunno why he asks *me*... whatever. So of course whenever im in that area i gotta swing by Record Time. Seriously, what's wrong with me?? How do i think i can afford to get 2 CD's randomly today. One of which, i had, but then lost, ha. Anyway...
Then me and Tracy hung out. I *finally* got to see the notebook!! Ha. It's soo funny to me that she has a boyfriend, yet she saw it with me. She cried a lot in it. I'll admit i got choked up... shed a tear even. The ending was terrible tho, she agreed. Other than that, it was pretty cute. Those movies always make me think of what it could be... but never will. False hope is a terrible thing.
I still haven't got my f'n iPod. Im getting pissed. It's been 2 weeks since i paid the bastard. He hasn't even e-mailed me or anything. I think i just lost $325