HAPPY NEW YEAR
i had a great new years eve. I couldn't have had more fun or spent it any better. I went to the beach for a few days with some friends, and it was crazy. I woke up sunday morning, on the beach, and it felt great to be in the new year. 2005 was so bad, and not very good to my heart. 2006 will be better. Its time to get myself together and put all the pieces of my heart back into one piece. this year will be great. No more fooling around, waiting for my life to make sense. i will make sense of it. No more sitting and waiting for someone to come along that makes my life worth living. I will make my life worth living!
i had to put some things on hold for the moment. that's okay. if it's meant to happen then it will. here's a quote i just thought of:
**if the only way we can be together is in my dreams,
then i will sleep forever**
i wish it was forever already.