in case of emergency.
sometimes, i get bored with notebooks
and have to write in a random one that has no connection to anything.
so i thought i'd take a break from xanga and update lj,
for the no one that reads this.
update.
[haven't slept in close to a month.]
[looking into doing a sleep study.]
[no work. no school. no productivity.]
[got a gym membership - gotta start somewhere.]
[i'm petrified of going back to treatment.]
[i <3 bd, cb, sg... and gus.]
[they keep me going.]
[i believe i would be more productive with my day if i owned a dSLR.]
[and if i slept once in a while.]
[i hate living in ne.]
[i can't wait to leave the northeast.]
[the winter makes me 10x more symptomatic.]
[why is my marketing-major boyfriend on stage more than i am.]
[i have to go get ready for his show tonight.]
[it's trash night.]
[i love that today starts a new week.]
[i can't wait for 3.15.]
[damn 'grey's anatomy' going on break.]