it's a shame i'm a dream
Hiii Livejournal. I'm sorry I've been such a fair weather friend. Life has thrown me for a couple loops lately, and to say I'm having a hard time keeping up would be an understatement.
Rather than recap the last few months, I'm just going to jump right into it. I've been having trouble sleeping for a couple months now. I'm not sure what's wrong but I've tried just about everything I can think of to help myself sleep through the night. I'm obviously stressed about something. If I could only pinpoint what this "something" is, I might be able to remedy the problem.
As far as work is concerned, I've never been so completely satisfied in a job as I am now. Every account opened, credit card or loan booked, every problem solved gives me that thrill that only comes from helping someone. I love that I have customers who are mine, people who come to see me. I love that what I do matters, that I'm a necessary part of a team, and that I have the full support of my co-workers and management. After a year with US Bank, sometimes I still marvel that I landed such an amazing job with such a great company.
As far as my life is concerned, I'm focusing on me. As selfish as it may sound, this is the first time in my adult life my focus hasn't been someone else, and I'm reveling in it. It's refreshing to be able to ask, without regard, what I want from life.
Okay, okay... I'd be lying if I said there weren't boys. There are ALWAYS boys. I'm just saying... well, that's the point isn't it? I'm not saying anything. ;)