Bored...
Well it's Thursday night...I'm bored. I want Chris to come home from work. I wouldn't dare to tell Chris this, but I kind of wanted to go out tonight and watch Katie play darts. I don't know...I just had a very eventful day today and didn't get much sleep last night so I thought I'd be too tired to go out. I am still tired but I don't want to go to sleep. Plus I feel so bad for how I acted when my cousin was in town and I'm scared if I drink I might get that way again. We can't afford for me to drink like that and lose important things. I'm lame. I got my new hearing aids this morning and they work awesome. I can hear a lot of shit that I couldn't before and guess what...it's all free! Yay! Oh yeah and I had a lot of fun today because Chris took me for a ride on his crotch rocket...ohhhhh that was soooo much fun!! I had tears streaming all over my face because of the wind and of how fast we were going, it rocked. Anyway...what else is there to talk about? Sam is begging me to go out...I feel bad and I want to, but I probably shouldn't even drive when I'm this tired. I wanna go to the Dave Matthews Band concert on Aug. 7th but I doubt we'll be able to get tickets unless we're willing to pay like $500 for one of them. I'm not rich so I doubt that I'll get to go :( I think me being so tired and lonely is starting to put me in a bad mood. Maybe I should hit the hay...later all.