hour after hour, pill after pill... he is my bellyache i've taken so much medicine to kill

Feb 12, 2007 22:32

every weekend since break ended has been fun. like just a good time every wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday night. haha i loveeee college more than anything else.
besides chelsea sheldon, my valentine fo lifeeeee. (balleristic)

i hate school. i really honestly don't think i'll ever find something i like enough that i'll want to study it and do it as a job for the rest of my life without hating it/myself for doing it. seriously. maybe some people just never find something they love.
i also don't know if i will ever get married or have kids. i don't really think i'd be good in a relationship, especially a long one like a marriage haha. also i don't know if i can live with anyone. i am very much a control freak about like my space and like most things in my life, even though i hide it well. and i don't even know if i want kids. plus i would most def fuck them up. so who knows. basically i'm going to be a spinster with no career haha.

i'm super excited for next year though. caiti and i are living together on 2 south (most likely, we'll know on wednesday). and i think we'll be pretty good roommates. from like all of the things we've talked about i think it will work, and we def talked about basically everythinggggg (which, tip for all of you future college students: you HAVE to do or it will end up totally shitty). it will be nice to like go out with my roommate and just like enjoy ourselves in our room and chat and go to parties together. i'm excited. it'll also be nice to live with someone with a diff circle of friends so we can introduce each other to other people.

i am obsessedddd with music. i seriously listen to it like all day. and there's very little that i don't like (even though there is some). whooooo wants to come have a dance party this weekend???
you in?

happy early vday (even though this holiday is retarded whether you're dating someone or not)
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