oh baby, baby please don't go
omg. finally i'm done with my twooo fucking tests. now i just have to turn in my paper andddd i'm basically good for the week!
i keep getting so confused bc i didn't go to class yesterday so i could stay in and study/write my paper and i keep thinking it's monday and wondering why the dates of all my classes are wrong. i'm basically losing my mind. i need some air.
i am obsessed with music. i can't sit in silence. i go through huge music phases... the last one was the cardigans and cat stevens. now it's bob marley and i am in loveeee. seriously.
i am dying for the weekend. i love knowinggg that i have somewhere to go at least one of the nights. and i do know that this weekend so hopefully it will be fun. hopefully chos will be here for it too!
i wish that sometimes i could just talk completely in movie and song quotes. i mean they basically have said everything you ever need to say. but i just can't remember enough of my faves to even do it for a whole hour let alone like a day.
my body is sore and i don't know why. it's not like i work out up here. maybe that's why. can you get sore from LACK of working out? like my leg and shoulder were like muscle sore after last thurs night (don't ask me why, i don't know) but now like my neck and shoulder are just killingggg me.
the snow looks so pretty until all the cars turn it into slush, or until i have to go outside in the like 8 degree weather, then i hate it.
andddd this was so incoherent. whatevvv i'm done.
[ Current Clothes ] jeans, boots, sweater
[ Current Mood ] tired, too much studying
[ Current Music ] bob marley
[ Current Taste ] stir fry i just ateee
[ Current Make-up ] none
[ Current Hair ] up with a headband
[ Current Annoyance ] that it's sooo effing cold out
[ Current Smell ] none reallly
[ Current Favorite Artist ] i'm really into bob marley at the moment. him and cat stevens.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] mk and a
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] groups of? i don't know how to answer that one
[ Current Book you're reading ] i'm in between books right now (i just finished i am not myself these days)
[ Current CD in CD Player] ipoddd duh
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] none, they haven't been painted in a while
[ Current Refreshment ] nothing
[ Current Worry ] what grade i'm going to get on the 2 tests i took this morning and the paper i'm about to turn in
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] i can't even rememberrr
[ You Talked to ] chosssso on the phone
[ You Hugged ] prob ry
[ You Instant messaged ] katie about fucking bio
[ You Yelled At ] i don't even know it's been a whileee
[ You Kissed ] ...
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] stir fry, chicken, almost anything my mom makesss
[ Drink ] coke or water
[ Color ] turquoise and white
[ Album ] right now, the bob marley mix i made
[ Shoes ] booooots right now, flip flops the other 9 months of the year
[ Candy ] not a big candy person, but butterfinger i guess
[Animals] dogs
[ TV Show ] umm the office... i don't watch anything else regularly anymore. too lazy.
[ Movie ] i can't think of a fav. i like american beauty a lot. almost famous, pretty persuasion, you've got mail, you knowww..
[ Dance ] macarena?
[ Song ] smoke two joints hahaha right now
[ Vegetable ] cucumberrrrs
[ Fruit ] watermelon prob
[ Cartoon ] anything old school nick
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] usually
[ Open-minded ] i like to think so
[ Arrogant ] only if i'm joking around
[ Insecure ] umm a little
[ Interesting ] i actually think i'm pretty boring, but in an interesting way i guess
[ Random ] the most random person ever
[ Friendly ] yeah
[ Smart ] no. i can fake it.
[ Moody ] haha yeah sometimes
[ Childish ] extremelyyy
[ Independent ] more so than i used to be
[ Hard working ] i am unbelievably lazyyy
[ Organized ] with certain things i am ANAL. with others i couldn't give two shits.
[ Healthy ] haha not really
[ Emotionally Stable ] overall yeah
[ Shy ] around new people
[ Difficult ] i don't think so
[ Attractive ] i mean it depends on the day. i think i'm ok haha.
[ Bored Easily ] omg yes
[ Messy ] usually no
[ Thirsty ] uh huh
[ Responsible ] nah
[ Obsessed ] haha with what?
[ Angry ] nah
[ Sad ] only when i'm watching sad movies/when i get in the occasional bad mood
[ Happy ] yeah
[ Hyper ] sometimes
[ Trusting ] no unless i really know you
[ Talkative ] only with people i know
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] no one
[ Slap ] i really want to get in a fight with a boy so i can slap him across the face. no one specific, i just want to do it haha.
[ Get Really Wasted With ] my friendsss duh
[ Get High With ] same i guess
[ Look Like ] the olsensss. i dunno who else, there's lots of cute people.
[ Talk To Offline ] the same people i talk to onlinee?
[ Talk To Online ] pretty much anyone who has something funn to talk about
[ My Name Is ] hayley
[ In The Morning I Am ] usually sleeping, if not i'm quiet and moody haha
[ All I Need Is ] love (and money)
[ Love Is ] somewhere?
[ I'm Afraid of ] the dark/getting kidnapped or killed haha
[ I Dream About ] the weirdest stuff ever
HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] duh
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] nope
[ Been in love ] no
[ Cried when someone died ] yeah
[ Lied ] haha. yeah.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] face and smile
[makes u laugh the most?] someone funny and sarcastic
[makes you smile] same
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] anyone i like i guess
[who do you have a crush on?] i don't really have one now
[who has a crush on u?] no one i know of
DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] haha guilty i guess
[save aol/aim conversations] not since middle school
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] omg i wish i was a boy allll the time haha
[cry because of someone saying something to you] yeah
HAVE YOU EVER....
[fallen for your best friend] nah
[been rejected] yeah
[rejected someone] not directly that i can remember
[used someone] prob
[been cheated on] nope
[done something you regret] nothing memorable. what's the point of regreting something anyway?
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON..
[you talked to on the phone] chelseaaa
[you laughed with] same
[you said goodbye to] obv chels
DO YOU // ARE YOU...
[obsessive] not usually
[could u live without the computer?] probably not. i'm addicted.
[color ur hair] never have prob never will
[ever get off the damn computer] to go to class/go out
[habla espanol] umm no
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] i have no idea, i'm not counting
[drink alchohol?] yeah
[like watching sunrises or sunset] i'm never awake for sunrises, but i loveee sunsets.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] physical haha
NUMBER...
of times I have had my heart broken? one maybe
of hearts I have broken?: none i don't think
of guys I have kissed?: a few
of girls I have kissed?: ..
of continents I have lived in?: one
of tight friends?: a few i guess, not a tonnn
of cd's that I own?: tonsss
of scars on my body?: a few, somewhere around 10 prob
of things in my past that I regret?: i used to regret a lot, but whatev. a few now.
I KNOW: it's going to be a really cold walk to kedzie tonight
I WANT: to make out
I HAVE: a headache from my headband
I WISH: it were the weekend
I HATE: having two tests and a paper all in one day
I MISS: the summerrrr
I FEAR: scary stuff that happens in real life
I HEAR: haha peaches and creammm. whatt?
I WONDER: if being this lazy is going to catch up with me
I REGRET: not being the way i am now in high school
I LOVE: my friends
I ACHE: in my neck?
I CARE: about what other people think, even though i hate it
I ALWAYS: procrastinate
I AM NOT: going to worry about school so much (it's not like i do anything about it anyway)
I DANCE: as often as possible
I SING: all the time
I CRY: at basically every movie ever
I DO NOT ALWAYS: tell the truth
I FIGHT: as little as i can, even when i should
I WRITE: very little
I WIN: hardly ever haha
I LOSE: at cards, pong, and basically everything
I CONFUSE: myself allll the time
I LISTEN: to musiccc
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: either at my computer or outtt
I NEED: this day/week to be over, and to celebrate it being over
I AM HAPPY: usually
I SHOULD HAVE: done a better job on the paper i'm about to turn in
i keep getting so confused bc i didn't go to class yesterday so i could stay in and study/write my paper and i keep thinking it's monday and wondering why the dates of all my classes are wrong. i'm basically losing my mind. i need some air.
i am obsessed with music. i can't sit in silence. i go through huge music phases... the last one was the cardigans and cat stevens. now it's bob marley and i am in loveeee. seriously.
i am dying for the weekend. i love knowinggg that i have somewhere to go at least one of the nights. and i do know that this weekend so hopefully it will be fun. hopefully chos will be here for it too!
i wish that sometimes i could just talk completely in movie and song quotes. i mean they basically have said everything you ever need to say. but i just can't remember enough of my faves to even do it for a whole hour let alone like a day.
my body is sore and i don't know why. it's not like i work out up here. maybe that's why. can you get sore from LACK of working out? like my leg and shoulder were like muscle sore after last thurs night (don't ask me why, i don't know) but now like my neck and shoulder are just killingggg me.
the snow looks so pretty until all the cars turn it into slush, or until i have to go outside in the like 8 degree weather, then i hate it.
andddd this was so incoherent. whatevvv i'm done.
[ Current Clothes ] jeans, boots, sweater
[ Current Mood ] tired, too much studying
[ Current Music ] bob marley
[ Current Taste ] stir fry i just ateee
[ Current Make-up ] none
[ Current Hair ] up with a headband
[ Current Annoyance ] that it's sooo effing cold out
[ Current Smell ] none reallly
[ Current Favorite Artist ] i'm really into bob marley at the moment. him and cat stevens.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] mk and a
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] groups of? i don't know how to answer that one
[ Current Book you're reading ] i'm in between books right now (i just finished i am not myself these days)
[ Current CD in CD Player] ipoddd duh
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] none, they haven't been painted in a while
[ Current Refreshment ] nothing
[ Current Worry ] what grade i'm going to get on the 2 tests i took this morning and the paper i'm about to turn in
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] i can't even rememberrr
[ You Talked to ] chosssso on the phone
[ You Hugged ] prob ry
[ You Instant messaged ] katie about fucking bio
[ You Yelled At ] i don't even know it's been a whileee
[ You Kissed ] ...
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] stir fry, chicken, almost anything my mom makesss
[ Drink ] coke or water
[ Color ] turquoise and white
[ Album ] right now, the bob marley mix i made
[ Shoes ] booooots right now, flip flops the other 9 months of the year
[ Candy ] not a big candy person, but butterfinger i guess
[Animals] dogs
[ TV Show ] umm the office... i don't watch anything else regularly anymore. too lazy.
[ Movie ] i can't think of a fav. i like american beauty a lot. almost famous, pretty persuasion, you've got mail, you knowww..
[ Dance ] macarena?
[ Song ] smoke two joints hahaha right now
[ Vegetable ] cucumberrrrs
[ Fruit ] watermelon prob
[ Cartoon ] anything old school nick
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] usually
[ Open-minded ] i like to think so
[ Arrogant ] only if i'm joking around
[ Insecure ] umm a little
[ Interesting ] i actually think i'm pretty boring, but in an interesting way i guess
[ Random ] the most random person ever
[ Friendly ] yeah
[ Smart ] no. i can fake it.
[ Moody ] haha yeah sometimes
[ Childish ] extremelyyy
[ Independent ] more so than i used to be
[ Hard working ] i am unbelievably lazyyy
[ Organized ] with certain things i am ANAL. with others i couldn't give two shits.
[ Healthy ] haha not really
[ Emotionally Stable ] overall yeah
[ Shy ] around new people
[ Difficult ] i don't think so
[ Attractive ] i mean it depends on the day. i think i'm ok haha.
[ Bored Easily ] omg yes
[ Messy ] usually no
[ Thirsty ] uh huh
[ Responsible ] nah
[ Obsessed ] haha with what?
[ Angry ] nah
[ Sad ] only when i'm watching sad movies/when i get in the occasional bad mood
[ Happy ] yeah
[ Hyper ] sometimes
[ Trusting ] no unless i really know you
[ Talkative ] only with people i know
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] no one
[ Slap ] i really want to get in a fight with a boy so i can slap him across the face. no one specific, i just want to do it haha.
[ Get Really Wasted With ] my friendsss duh
[ Get High With ] same i guess
[ Look Like ] the olsensss. i dunno who else, there's lots of cute people.
[ Talk To Offline ] the same people i talk to onlinee?
[ Talk To Online ] pretty much anyone who has something funn to talk about
[ My Name Is ] hayley
[ In The Morning I Am ] usually sleeping, if not i'm quiet and moody haha
[ All I Need Is ] love (and money)
[ Love Is ] somewhere?
[ I'm Afraid of ] the dark/getting kidnapped or killed haha
[ I Dream About ] the weirdest stuff ever
HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] duh
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] nope
[ Been in love ] no
[ Cried when someone died ] yeah
[ Lied ] haha. yeah.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] face and smile
[makes u laugh the most?] someone funny and sarcastic
[makes you smile] same
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] anyone i like i guess
[who do you have a crush on?] i don't really have one now
[who has a crush on u?] no one i know of
DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] haha guilty i guess
[save aol/aim conversations] not since middle school
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] omg i wish i was a boy allll the time haha
[cry because of someone saying something to you] yeah
HAVE YOU EVER....
[fallen for your best friend] nah
[been rejected] yeah
[rejected someone] not directly that i can remember
[used someone] prob
[been cheated on] nope
[done something you regret] nothing memorable. what's the point of regreting something anyway?
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON..
[you talked to on the phone] chelseaaa
[you laughed with] same
[you said goodbye to] obv chels
DO YOU // ARE YOU...
[obsessive] not usually
[could u live without the computer?] probably not. i'm addicted.
[color ur hair] never have prob never will
[ever get off the damn computer] to go to class/go out
[habla espanol] umm no
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] i have no idea, i'm not counting
[drink alchohol?] yeah
[like watching sunrises or sunset] i'm never awake for sunrises, but i loveee sunsets.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] physical haha
NUMBER...
of times I have had my heart broken? one maybe
of hearts I have broken?: none i don't think
of guys I have kissed?: a few
of girls I have kissed?: ..
of continents I have lived in?: one
of tight friends?: a few i guess, not a tonnn
of cd's that I own?: tonsss
of scars on my body?: a few, somewhere around 10 prob
of things in my past that I regret?: i used to regret a lot, but whatev. a few now.
I KNOW: it's going to be a really cold walk to kedzie tonight
I WANT: to make out
I HAVE: a headache from my headband
I WISH: it were the weekend
I HATE: having two tests and a paper all in one day
I MISS: the summerrrr
I FEAR: scary stuff that happens in real life
I HEAR: haha peaches and creammm. whatt?
I WONDER: if being this lazy is going to catch up with me
I REGRET: not being the way i am now in high school
I LOVE: my friends
I ACHE: in my neck?
I CARE: about what other people think, even though i hate it
I ALWAYS: procrastinate
I AM NOT: going to worry about school so much (it's not like i do anything about it anyway)
I DANCE: as often as possible
I SING: all the time
I CRY: at basically every movie ever
I DO NOT ALWAYS: tell the truth
I FIGHT: as little as i can, even when i should
I WRITE: very little
I WIN: hardly ever haha
I LOSE: at cards, pong, and basically everything
I CONFUSE: myself allll the time
I LISTEN: to musiccc
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: either at my computer or outtt
I NEED: this day/week to be over, and to celebrate it being over
I AM HAPPY: usually
I SHOULD HAVE: done a better job on the paper i'm about to turn in