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so.
its a good thing that it's a new semester. i think i would have died if i had to stay one more day in those same classes. not that they were bad necessarily... but i was going stir crazy.
not doing so well on my new years resolution. although i had a really awesome time at state and want to go up there every weekend. i seriously can't wait to be up there. especially now that ASHLY JUREK is going to be my roomie! honestly... i just want to get out of here right now and be up at state!
swimathon was this weekend. good but bad and weird and whatever. so tiring. felt shorter this year though. of course the swimming part sucked but whatev. had like 70ish dollars stolen then returned. it was just a crazy crazy night.
i'm holding myself back. i can't move forward because my own subconcious is preventing it. in stupid lame ways. i shouldn't like people who don't like me. but i always do. and i can't help but get that excited nervous feeling when i talk to them. thats another reason why i can't wait to get out of berkley... like i said to liv, it'll be a whole new group of guys to get rejected by.
70s dance on friday. enough said. we all know how i loooove dances!
i'm like a record on repeat. i keep saying all the same things, doing all the same things, liking all the same people. and i'm tired of it. i want some spice. i need some variety. its time to shake things up.
yeah. its time to shake things up.