what a day...
actually, not too much happened until pd 5..oh yeah, like 10 people broke strings in orchestra this morning because of the extreme temperature changes in the storage room.
*Carin trying to tune Pat's cello but accidentally breaks A string* (there are no extra A strings)
Pat:: awesome, thanks..!
((guess you had to be there...))
well period 5..take note folks, mr brammucci was actually nice to me and showed some compassion. the man has a heart after all. so he calls me to the board to put up what I had for the dictaion we did which i was already stressed about on account of me having like none of it. so im like complaining as i go up, half-serious like and people are mocking me but im just like whatever. i mentioned that he was already making me play my violin but apparently he didnt see me w/my violin soo that will be on thursday. so anyway, i'm trying to put up what i had and the projector must not have been aligned right because it wasnt going where i wanted it to go and after 2 times of re-allignment it still wasn't working or it'd start going crazy meanwhile everyone (well, not EVERYONE, just the immature obnoxious people in my class) is laughing at me and i definitely didnt need that so i'm like about to cry between mr bramucci's "caitlin, what'd you DO?!" and general comments from the class, so finally i just put down the marker amist all the mockery and i go back to my seat about ready to break down in tears. meryem looked at me and she could def tell i was like about to cry but she's like one of my best friends so i knew she'd know how i was feeling. i seriously couldve cried while i was up there but i didnt want to give them another reason to bother me.
so a bit later he wanted me to go back up to write the dictation down as we went through it with the whole class. of course people are still commenting but i just stayed strong and was praying like crazy while i was up there. so after class mr bramucci was like "caitlin you were fine today, dont worry about what people say, i wouldnt have had you stay up there if i didnt think you could do it..dont worry about what the other side of the room says." and someone who will remain anonymous...lets call him "george." well "george" was still there talking to mr B and he was like "yeah sorry caitlin i was just kidding.." i just walked out of the room i was like whatever..after i said thanks to mr bramucci. then as meryem & I were walking to the library for history he grabbed me and meryem and talked to us about what had happened and he was like "that wont happen again, i'm sorry, etc.."george" feels bad,..dont think that i wont take care of you" which is probably the nicest thing he's said to me. after that i still felt like crying, from the situation itself and because of how nice mr bramucci was and meryem being well meryem and just being there for me :) its kinda weird how someone you think is your friend can go and do stuff like that to you. and they supposedly feel bad about it but dont even say anything to you. i trusted you and then you go and do that...ugh, what the heck? freakin' IDIOT. whatever, this may not seem like a big deal but i dont need any help lowering my self confidence or any added stress, thanks.
okay i'm done venting, sorry about that
*Carin trying to tune Pat's cello but accidentally breaks A string* (there are no extra A strings)
Pat:: awesome, thanks..!
((guess you had to be there...))
well period 5..take note folks, mr brammucci was actually nice to me and showed some compassion. the man has a heart after all. so he calls me to the board to put up what I had for the dictaion we did which i was already stressed about on account of me having like none of it. so im like complaining as i go up, half-serious like and people are mocking me but im just like whatever. i mentioned that he was already making me play my violin but apparently he didnt see me w/my violin soo that will be on thursday. so anyway, i'm trying to put up what i had and the projector must not have been aligned right because it wasnt going where i wanted it to go and after 2 times of re-allignment it still wasn't working or it'd start going crazy meanwhile everyone (well, not EVERYONE, just the immature obnoxious people in my class) is laughing at me and i definitely didnt need that so i'm like about to cry between mr bramucci's "caitlin, what'd you DO?!" and general comments from the class, so finally i just put down the marker amist all the mockery and i go back to my seat about ready to break down in tears. meryem looked at me and she could def tell i was like about to cry but she's like one of my best friends so i knew she'd know how i was feeling. i seriously couldve cried while i was up there but i didnt want to give them another reason to bother me.
so a bit later he wanted me to go back up to write the dictation down as we went through it with the whole class. of course people are still commenting but i just stayed strong and was praying like crazy while i was up there. so after class mr bramucci was like "caitlin you were fine today, dont worry about what people say, i wouldnt have had you stay up there if i didnt think you could do it..dont worry about what the other side of the room says." and someone who will remain anonymous...lets call him "george." well "george" was still there talking to mr B and he was like "yeah sorry caitlin i was just kidding.." i just walked out of the room i was like whatever..after i said thanks to mr bramucci. then as meryem & I were walking to the library for history he grabbed me and meryem and talked to us about what had happened and he was like "that wont happen again, i'm sorry, etc.."george" feels bad,..dont think that i wont take care of you" which is probably the nicest thing he's said to me. after that i still felt like crying, from the situation itself and because of how nice mr bramucci was and meryem being well meryem and just being there for me :) its kinda weird how someone you think is your friend can go and do stuff like that to you. and they supposedly feel bad about it but dont even say anything to you. i trusted you and then you go and do that...ugh, what the heck? freakin' IDIOT. whatever, this may not seem like a big deal but i dont need any help lowering my self confidence or any added stress, thanks.
okay i'm done venting, sorry about that