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Dec 30, 2004 20:59

For some reason I always get stressed this time of year. I mean I love the holiday season and all but its always around this time of year that I feel like I'm gonna lose it. Maybe its cuz so much is going on and theres so much work and so family gatherings and everything. Whatever it is this stress is totally draining me of all my energy right now. At least, I hope its the stress thats doing it. I really do cuz otherwise i must have mono or something. But im pretty sure its stress. I thought I was going to die at practice yest and I probably will tomorrow lol. But thats okay. I should get to bed early tho to prevent myself from getting too little sleep, seeing as i wake up a hundred times in the middle of the night. (And wow could I sound any more whiny and sarcastic? Haha Im pathetic!!)
Anyways i went to the gyno today and that was fun. The examination was..pleasant lol. Well, it wasnt all that bad. They put me on some sorta hormone stuff that Im supposed to take for ten days and then i should start my period again. Which is good i guess but i wont kno when to expect it or what to do esp if its like during my track meet or something. O lord that could be a mess. Im also supposed to get a bone density scan, blood drawn, and an ultrasound. All formalities i believe. What have I gotten myself into? I really could have prevented somuch stress in my life if only id been a little smarter a couple years ago. Now im stiilll paying for it. Ugh. THats life tho and everything happens for a reason i suppose.
Anyways its about nine oclock and im pooped so im gonna at least get into bed. Wow tomorrows new years eve...

Katie
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