First rambling entry*i warned u!*
Today is just such a beautiful day. No matter how tired I am or stressed or whatever...I just can't help but notice from my open window that its just beautiful. Its actually semi cool out and sunny(but not too much) and the sky is so blue:) I woke up at 630 even tho i really wanted to sleep in cuz its the only day i can...all week ill have fh camp and saturday ive got a swim meet. But, instead i got up and started reading the life of pi which ive gotten to the second part of and its good and i enjoy it but iono if everyonell be able to handle it or theyll get bored. Anyways then i made coffee for my dad and tea for my mom(no caffeine for her!) and muffins for all of us. Its weird bc micheal is backpacking with his friend and jessie is in Niagra Falls with some friends from the interenet so were the only ones here...me my mom and my dad...who has just at this moment walked in the door, returning from his walk.
So, suddenly im in a better mood, better than like 10 min ago. I just hate how im always tired. And i can handle all the stuff i do ok but then like i feel i dont have time to do anything else. Like live, lol. Im too tired and have to rest in between. I wish i was like the energizer rabbit and could keep going and going and going...like some ppl i kno can, it seems. But i cant i get tired really easy and need a break. Stress can be tiring. Maybe thats it? But theres so much FUN stuff i wanna do and im too busy trying to do everything else..but if i dont do this other stuff ill be bored and restless and feel guilty or worry about it. Damn i need to stop worrying...its so ridiculous and i kno it!
Its so funny how early i go to bed/get up. I always did need my sleep. Ill never get it, but i think its good to get up early and not stay up too late. I think its crazy how little sleep ppl my age get. I mean, its funny bc we need so much!
Someones sweeping outside and an airplanes going overhead...and birds are chirping..
Yesterday I had a swim meet and my times were horrible...well i didnt get them but i kno they were. And my mom said ill get better and im stronger this year which is true. As long as i get better. Then i got my swim suit at CYs and then went to my grandmas to help her out. Shes really depressed about her situation and always near tears. It makes me sad. So, we went to my grandmas after making a million wrong turns. And i talked to her and cleaned for her. And gave her that elements quiz. Her element is light cept shes pessimistic so iono. And my moms is wind. I love those quizes.
So im def forgetting ppl will read this journal and just rambling lol. And now my moods kinda eh, like it was when i decided to write this entry before i noticed how beautiful i was outside. Oh, and my neck is super sore from doing that dance me and ginna made up..the snap ur back part lol. Ok so i think ill read some more or something
So, suddenly im in a better mood, better than like 10 min ago. I just hate how im always tired. And i can handle all the stuff i do ok but then like i feel i dont have time to do anything else. Like live, lol. Im too tired and have to rest in between. I wish i was like the energizer rabbit and could keep going and going and going...like some ppl i kno can, it seems. But i cant i get tired really easy and need a break. Stress can be tiring. Maybe thats it? But theres so much FUN stuff i wanna do and im too busy trying to do everything else..but if i dont do this other stuff ill be bored and restless and feel guilty or worry about it. Damn i need to stop worrying...its so ridiculous and i kno it!
Its so funny how early i go to bed/get up. I always did need my sleep. Ill never get it, but i think its good to get up early and not stay up too late. I think its crazy how little sleep ppl my age get. I mean, its funny bc we need so much!
Someones sweeping outside and an airplanes going overhead...and birds are chirping..
Yesterday I had a swim meet and my times were horrible...well i didnt get them but i kno they were. And my mom said ill get better and im stronger this year which is true. As long as i get better. Then i got my swim suit at CYs and then went to my grandmas to help her out. Shes really depressed about her situation and always near tears. It makes me sad. So, we went to my grandmas after making a million wrong turns. And i talked to her and cleaned for her. And gave her that elements quiz. Her element is light cept shes pessimistic so iono. And my moms is wind. I love those quizes.
So im def forgetting ppl will read this journal and just rambling lol. And now my moods kinda eh, like it was when i decided to write this entry before i noticed how beautiful i was outside. Oh, and my neck is super sore from doing that dance me and ginna made up..the snap ur back part lol. Ok so i think ill read some more or something