Void
When I heard the words," Nothing I do Ever Seems to please anybody in this family," My heart sank down into my stomach. And I just felt VOID of all feeling because I know how she feels. She had surgery a couple weeks ago and isn't pulling any money unto the house, so my dad see her as worthless because he supports the whole house. 4 hours were spent yesterday cleaning up stairs, removing multiple clutters and when the people call back to tell me mom they weren't going to buy the house, their excuse was,"It's to CLUTTERED to see it they we'd like it." FUCK. SO now I feel like the essence of life that dwelt inside is now reduced to nothing, mainly because the one person I care about the most in my life feels her life pleases nobody and for me to sit back and know there is nothing I can do leaves me VOID.