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yea exactly everyone has moved on and i feel really left out!!! like what do i do when ever all of you guys are like oh do you remember when we did...(im like no,no i dont remember... because I WASNT THERE!!!) i really dont want to sound selfish but i miss everything that you guys have that i dont. no Georgia isnt fun. im moving on. im having huge problems with my parents and im actually shocked that im not like hooked on crack no seriously! im planning on moving out this summer and im really trying to crack down in school but its just so hard. theres not a day that passes that i dont think of you guys!!!!! really the phone works both ways ya know. why do i always have to take the inishiative to call or even write a letter. i gave lins my address like months ago and still not even a simple hey how are you. i really would write you just sometimes things get too fucked up and i cant. but really im going to try and write you guys accept i dont have your address' i moved and moved again so they kind-of got lost in translation. i really do sooo totally love all of you guys just wtf do you mean rachel that you guys had a lil faze where you partied??? i feel really bad b/c last time that i visited things were kinda crap. i felt like an outsider. umm i really just need you guys because im going through alot of crap and sometime i dont know what to do. see if we were together things would be easier and i would talk to you and i would try to fix things, but i moved yea i know thats my fault. yea ive made new "friends" but in some perspective there not friends at all yea i see taht there using me and yea i dont really care. other are just a seasonal thing they only want me around when it calls for it yea know... I WANT TO BUILD A TIME MACHINE AND GO BACK IN TIME TO WHERE THINGS DIDNT BLOW ASS!!!!! please dont take this the wrong way. buty look perfect example i posted and how long has it been since ive posted anything and only two people replied!! obviously laure and rachel have no life or they really do care about me... true friends. even though rachel wrote a book well my book is longer lol and laure i didnt totally agree with everything that you said it kinda actually pissed me off but im over that oh well KEEP IN TOUCH that line is bull shit so ill say untill next time love ya rach and laure and lindsay oh and is it true that everyone in freeland is getting hooked on drugs???