Finally when things are going somewhat better
Everything else falls apart. Everytime i try, something outside of my control that i'm dependant on collapses beneath me and i'm left standing with a stick up my butt. I have even less options now than i did before. People keep telling me what i cannot do, limiting my options. MY mother is the worst of them telling me that my asshole of a boss probably wont even work things out with me. No one has the money to help me, all they do is offer advice...and if they do have the money they think that i haven't tried any other option...
i can't spend the week with my dad....i've decided to move in with him in january but i can't even visit this week because life is bearing down on him at the moment as well. my mom ....i've been fighting with her too much about every little thing and i'm ready to leave now more than ever. I seriously wish my dad would consider letting me move in with him sooner....now would be great i dont need a room to myself.
i finally try to do something positive. i finally did what my au nts and uncles told me and got myself into school....
and now
now i'm stuck because i can't GET to school or work....
i just want to quit my job and go to school i can work out the school thing but both are the trial ....
i want to start over....
i really need to start over again. I'm suffocating and no one really sees that or wants to try to see....
i can't spend the week with my dad....i've decided to move in with him in january but i can't even visit this week because life is bearing down on him at the moment as well. my mom ....i've been fighting with her too much about every little thing and i'm ready to leave now more than ever. I seriously wish my dad would consider letting me move in with him sooner....now would be great i dont need a room to myself.
i finally try to do something positive. i finally did what my au nts and uncles told me and got myself into school....
and now
now i'm stuck because i can't GET to school or work....
i just want to quit my job and go to school i can work out the school thing but both are the trial ....
i want to start over....
i really need to start over again. I'm suffocating and no one really sees that or wants to try to see....