an apathy of sorts
so im feeling a bit blah about non-work life lately. how strange..
work is going really well - im having a great time. i thought i was happier spending a bit of time on my own, and i have enjoyed that, except i think a little too much time alone now. the boy is seeing his ill dad, and will soon take off for toowoomba to see his bro, his girlfriend and new baby (by that time). she was induced yesterday. everyone's so busy its hard to arrange times to meet. that said, of course, i know my schedule is irregular too.
would it be wrong of me to hypothesise that its because of the weather? summer gets me down. its too hot, too sunny. i hate summer.. but anyways, enough whinging. last week or so i just havent wanted to clean, photo, organise, eat, etc etc. also panicking at upcoming (mar 07) loss of best friend to another country for a year or so.
i think i might be a bit down about not seeing fam for a while, and i know i wont see them til after new years. i was hoping to see mum next wk but flights wont allow it. i think mum's v down, some probs dad & her are having. normal relationship stuff, not major stuff, but it gets me down too. and my bro is now a single agent as of last night apparently (but i think he may have someone else lined up already..). argh! i feel like i should be in yeppoon talking to them all..
ok! good things: having $ from job, doing well at job, my beautiful friends and boy, my fam.
psst: exciting news - we are considering the buying of certain miaowy-pets!! omg! serious-adult-feasibility study yet to be conducted together. there are certainly many awesome reasons for such a decision and backup/responsible plans there too..
work is going really well - im having a great time. i thought i was happier spending a bit of time on my own, and i have enjoyed that, except i think a little too much time alone now. the boy is seeing his ill dad, and will soon take off for toowoomba to see his bro, his girlfriend and new baby (by that time). she was induced yesterday. everyone's so busy its hard to arrange times to meet. that said, of course, i know my schedule is irregular too.
would it be wrong of me to hypothesise that its because of the weather? summer gets me down. its too hot, too sunny. i hate summer.. but anyways, enough whinging. last week or so i just havent wanted to clean, photo, organise, eat, etc etc. also panicking at upcoming (mar 07) loss of best friend to another country for a year or so.
i think i might be a bit down about not seeing fam for a while, and i know i wont see them til after new years. i was hoping to see mum next wk but flights wont allow it. i think mum's v down, some probs dad & her are having. normal relationship stuff, not major stuff, but it gets me down too. and my bro is now a single agent as of last night apparently (but i think he may have someone else lined up already..). argh! i feel like i should be in yeppoon talking to them all..
ok! good things: having $ from job, doing well at job, my beautiful friends and boy, my fam.
psst: exciting news - we are considering the buying of certain miaowy-pets!! omg! serious-adult-feasibility study yet to be conducted together. there are certainly many awesome reasons for such a decision and backup/responsible plans there too..