home. back. in lots of ways.
back from home.
update: worked for a year and a bit, lost myself somewhere, resigned, headed to my nan's for a week, then home to yeppoon for three. doing absolutely nothing for that time, just enjoying company of ppl and animals.
somehow remembered who i was and my enthusiasm again. thanks mum, dad, nat, tash, fin. it's nice to feel that way again.
future: not working at the moment. still shudder inside when i see ppl dressed for work (although my month of no-work seems like six now). i dont know why that is. so when i get rid of the silent shudders, i intend to go work in an outdoorsy/adventure store. i want to go camping more, rockclimb again, walk lots, im biking more which is fun, i want to develop my photography more (maybe bachelor of photography next yr), find a funky slr for me, keep losing weight.. lots of things. and keep investigating proofreading..
just now: so good to see dear-girl again, have missed her and the nattering. may see her again tonight. strangely enough, weird to be back at home with boy, but nice. seeing other darling-girl on sat for party and pre-party nattering. more ppl to catch up with tho, and replies to messages and emails to be done.
received passport yesterday. received invitation for free accomm and food and tours in thailand last night. met some awesome ppl at dinner last night, although for the first time this foolproof restaurant disappointed me. could have been the $ facet too. gotta love paying for other ppl's booze. anyways, have decided to deal with it like an adult and get over it.
putting off: unpacking. sorting latest photos. updating resume. telling old coworkers im back. productivity.
i'll swirl back into being soon.
update: worked for a year and a bit, lost myself somewhere, resigned, headed to my nan's for a week, then home to yeppoon for three. doing absolutely nothing for that time, just enjoying company of ppl and animals.
somehow remembered who i was and my enthusiasm again. thanks mum, dad, nat, tash, fin. it's nice to feel that way again.
future: not working at the moment. still shudder inside when i see ppl dressed for work (although my month of no-work seems like six now). i dont know why that is. so when i get rid of the silent shudders, i intend to go work in an outdoorsy/adventure store. i want to go camping more, rockclimb again, walk lots, im biking more which is fun, i want to develop my photography more (maybe bachelor of photography next yr), find a funky slr for me, keep losing weight.. lots of things. and keep investigating proofreading..
just now: so good to see dear-girl again, have missed her and the nattering. may see her again tonight. strangely enough, weird to be back at home with boy, but nice. seeing other darling-girl on sat for party and pre-party nattering. more ppl to catch up with tho, and replies to messages and emails to be done.
received passport yesterday. received invitation for free accomm and food and tours in thailand last night. met some awesome ppl at dinner last night, although for the first time this foolproof restaurant disappointed me. could have been the $ facet too. gotta love paying for other ppl's booze. anyways, have decided to deal with it like an adult and get over it.
putting off: unpacking. sorting latest photos. updating resume. telling old coworkers im back. productivity.
i'll swirl back into being soon.