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Finally finished those stupid 1000mg amoxicillian pills!Horse choking fucking pills!Yeah!Pills sux ass!Today was all about sneezing,runny nose(*picked it up before it got away!),watery and itchy eyes,and body aches!Fucking spiffy!I so hope I am not coming down with a cold,especially after the sinus infection!
This evening at the coffee shop,I realized, and I find it rather frightening.That I am to the point with dealing dumb fucks,That I am liking the idea more and more,about being alone.Not just left alone for a bit,But having very little contact!It's weird cause I ususally like to have people around to talk to,and hang out with!!!I miss having a place to live near friends:(I was so use to people calling, or stopping over for coffee,or just generally seeing how I am doing!Today I looked at my front door for a bit,and no matter how much I stared at it,I knew no one was gonna knock.stop by,or visit!!!!Weird if ya think about it.......Maybe I should become one of those reclusive monks and make wine or candles?*shrugs........
I don't even really look forward to weekends or holidays anymore!I just view them as extensions of days,weeks and months!Call me a fucking Grinch if you wish.I don't really give to rat's pucked asses!!!!!
This evening at the coffee shop,I realized, and I find it rather frightening.That I am to the point with dealing dumb fucks,That I am liking the idea more and more,about being alone.Not just left alone for a bit,But having very little contact!It's weird cause I ususally like to have people around to talk to,and hang out with!!!I miss having a place to live near friends:(I was so use to people calling, or stopping over for coffee,or just generally seeing how I am doing!Today I looked at my front door for a bit,and no matter how much I stared at it,I knew no one was gonna knock.stop by,or visit!!!!Weird if ya think about it.......Maybe I should become one of those reclusive monks and make wine or candles?*shrugs........
I don't even really look forward to weekends or holidays anymore!I just view them as extensions of days,weeks and months!Call me a fucking Grinch if you wish.I don't really give to rat's pucked asses!!!!!