Jul 15, 2007 03:53
Things are going fairly well for me now, but I've still got that sick feeling. I know why it is, but the remedy is not within my reach.
The new job is great so far, and I'm doing well.
Money situation will be panning out in my favor very soon, I just need to catch up on a few things.
Home life still isn't amazing, but I'm not home enough for it to really get to me.
I am getting out with friends a little more.
I've been losing weigh.
I'm also starting to feel a little better about myself in general.
But then, there's my romantic life, or lack there of. Things are still shitty and eating away at me. The old saying "it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" is bullshit. At least if I had never loved I wouldn't know what I'm missing. At least the thought that things will work out someday, somehow, gives me comfort... even if it is an empty comfort. The whole thing just sucks to go through, especially having to watch things slip away.
I guess I can't really complain. I'm doing fairly decent, and it could always be worse.
Going to bed now, another night inventory (only 5pm-3am this time instead of 3pm-3am) ahead of me.
G'night.