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well, lifes been.... different latley, i figured now that me and matt arent together, things would get better with whatever was going wrong when i was with him, but i was wrong, i guess i wanted to blame my problems on him, when in all actuality it was my fault. ive messed up a lot, and from the looks of it, things wont get better, so im guna suck it up and get used to it... i guess i just learned i need to take responsibility for my own actions.
my parents still 'hate' me. (hate in "'s because everyone knows your parents could never hate you.) they told me they dont care anymore. im basically on my own, and its starting more fights than ever... they dont trust me, think im a liar, and they never want to believe what i say. you never really realize how much your parents do for you, untill they stop doing it. i need to find a job now, seeing as i need new things, that they wont pay for.
ive made some stupid decisions, and i think im in too deep and just cant go back. i started to think depression was just a stage, but i was wrong, it only gets worse.
my parents still 'hate' me. (hate in "'s because everyone knows your parents could never hate you.) they told me they dont care anymore. im basically on my own, and its starting more fights than ever... they dont trust me, think im a liar, and they never want to believe what i say. you never really realize how much your parents do for you, untill they stop doing it. i need to find a job now, seeing as i need new things, that they wont pay for.
ive made some stupid decisions, and i think im in too deep and just cant go back. i started to think depression was just a stage, but i was wrong, it only gets worse.