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Well, it's 4:45am. Wakie, wakie... I guess I'm getting used to it... which sucks. I dunno what else I can possibly do though. I've tried every otc thing I can imagine. I've tried staying up and then going to bed the next night, but I just end up sleeping too long. So, I guess I'm just stuck with it. *sigh* My therapist called me this morning and told me that they were going to give me a prescription for Trazadone. I've had that before, but I honestly don't remember if it worked. I wanna say it did... but I told her I'd give it a try.
I had a nice night though. The day sucked - but the night was pretty good. Ben and I ended up taking a late shower and then trying to go to bed... watched most of Finding Nemo, and then I'm up again. I'm hoping things with Ben and I get better. I love him with all of my heart, I just wish some of these thoughts in my head would go away. Tonight they disappeared for a while... which was nice. I really hope that lasts.
Ben and I are supposed to be going grocery shopping in the morning because our card should have filled up by then. I'm really hoping that I'm awake enough to go. I'm thinking I'm gonna end up staying up all night and the next day. If I need to, I'll just stop and get some green tea. That should make me feel at least a little better. Or a Jolt Cola... whatever that is. Ben drank one and he was up all night last night until 8 this morning.. so that must have been some cola!!! Anyway, the Winn Dixie here is going out of business so we're going to try and save some money on groceries this time. Hope it's not all gone....
Not much else to report. I had a wonderful time out with the girls this weekend. A much-needed event, I'm sure. We went to see Must Love Dogs.. which was sooo cute. Made me teary-eyed a few times... *cough* so, it was a very worth=while trip to Montgomery. The movie did have me thinking though... and I was crying on the car ride home because of it all... Thank goodness Steph was there... I wouldnt have wanted Ben to see that.
-WuLf
I had a nice night though. The day sucked - but the night was pretty good. Ben and I ended up taking a late shower and then trying to go to bed... watched most of Finding Nemo, and then I'm up again. I'm hoping things with Ben and I get better. I love him with all of my heart, I just wish some of these thoughts in my head would go away. Tonight they disappeared for a while... which was nice. I really hope that lasts.
Ben and I are supposed to be going grocery shopping in the morning because our card should have filled up by then. I'm really hoping that I'm awake enough to go. I'm thinking I'm gonna end up staying up all night and the next day. If I need to, I'll just stop and get some green tea. That should make me feel at least a little better. Or a Jolt Cola... whatever that is. Ben drank one and he was up all night last night until 8 this morning.. so that must have been some cola!!! Anyway, the Winn Dixie here is going out of business so we're going to try and save some money on groceries this time. Hope it's not all gone....
Not much else to report. I had a wonderful time out with the girls this weekend. A much-needed event, I'm sure. We went to see Must Love Dogs.. which was sooo cute. Made me teary-eyed a few times... *cough* so, it was a very worth=while trip to Montgomery. The movie did have me thinking though... and I was crying on the car ride home because of it all... Thank goodness Steph was there... I wouldnt have wanted Ben to see that.
-WuLf