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You know, I've come to realize that when things are going good in my life, I don't have a need to use this thing much. It's been a week and I haven't made one entry - odd. But then again, I guess I could say that's a blessing in disguise.
I do have to say one thing - I feel like a drug addict right now. I haven't been able to sleep at a decent hour in a long, long time. And because of that - I have resorted to cleaning out my cabinets of any kind of med that will help me sleep. Tonight, I have taken Melatonin, Valarian Root, and NyQuill... damn. I HATE NYQUILL. It's disgusting... but I just need to get some sleep. I'm so tired of falling asleep at 7am and sleeping while Ben is awake. I feel like I'm missing so much... and it really, really sucks. So... yup. That's what I've been doing.
On the other hand, I've been talking to a really good friend of mine though the nights when I can't sleep. I'll call her "Toboe." (just cause) and it's really meant a lot to me. We've gotten pretty close and she's been through so much in her life... I'm just in awe... she has the same probs I do as far as the sleep/depression go. She's up with me almost every night and we have such good conversations. I'm going to make her a gift basket within the next month so that when Ben's check comes in I can mail it to her. :)
Steph - I sorry I didn't call you!!! >hugs< our phones aren't working!!! I've emailed my mom and I'm waiting to hear back from her on what I can do about it... LOL just thought I'd let ya know that I was thinkng about you and I would have called if I could have!!! I loves you!!!
Ria - I hope I get to go to the movies with you guys this weekend... I'm really looking forward to it!! Let's hope nothing comes in the way of that this time okay!!
Toboe - Things will get better okay Sweets?? I know I can't fix things, but I can be there for you when You need me! Basket comming soon!!!
-WoLf
I do have to say one thing - I feel like a drug addict right now. I haven't been able to sleep at a decent hour in a long, long time. And because of that - I have resorted to cleaning out my cabinets of any kind of med that will help me sleep. Tonight, I have taken Melatonin, Valarian Root, and NyQuill... damn. I HATE NYQUILL. It's disgusting... but I just need to get some sleep. I'm so tired of falling asleep at 7am and sleeping while Ben is awake. I feel like I'm missing so much... and it really, really sucks. So... yup. That's what I've been doing.
On the other hand, I've been talking to a really good friend of mine though the nights when I can't sleep. I'll call her "Toboe." (just cause) and it's really meant a lot to me. We've gotten pretty close and she's been through so much in her life... I'm just in awe... she has the same probs I do as far as the sleep/depression go. She's up with me almost every night and we have such good conversations. I'm going to make her a gift basket within the next month so that when Ben's check comes in I can mail it to her. :)
Steph - I sorry I didn't call you!!! >hugs< our phones aren't working!!! I've emailed my mom and I'm waiting to hear back from her on what I can do about it... LOL just thought I'd let ya know that I was thinkng about you and I would have called if I could have!!! I loves you!!!
Ria - I hope I get to go to the movies with you guys this weekend... I'm really looking forward to it!! Let's hope nothing comes in the way of that this time okay!!
Toboe - Things will get better okay Sweets?? I know I can't fix things, but I can be there for you when You need me! Basket comming soon!!!
-WoLf