Feb 16, 2005 23:16
After couple months with up and down of my feeling and emotion.
Angry, reqret, scared, worried,sadness and questiong myself ? why it has to be this way.
Finally, I have come to a state where I have accepted everything that happened.
I have feared too much for something that is not certain.....
I have thrown away all the pieces that I should have kept... I wasnt really thinking straight.
I didnt regret for what Ive done .... It was a very high price , Ive paid...
Now, I have grown up .
I cant do all the selfish decision. Yah, Im going back home for good when the time is come.
I will know when the time is come ..... =)
I've gone all the tests and trials ....
Im happy that you all always stay with me and support me !!
Thanks ....
I've been reading Angel & Demon hmmmm.....
It sound so not me !!! who doesnt like to read ....
I guess this book is quite interesting ...