The sky is big but can't see it clearly, so lonely
* Dream
I had an unpleasent dream . I was tempted and I did a disgraceful thing at the consequences of rejected and neglected. I guess Im still a kid in heart once a while . I cried in my dream. Indeed I was crying when I woke up.....
Why is it so hard and tough Questioning myself , If this is what I want ? How long I can stand with all these ? Why is it so hard for a spoilt brat to stand on its own foot ? Or is it just fate ? Telling me no matter where I run , no matter how i fight it I wont be able to escape .... Destiny ..........
Rachel remind me "Dont give up!!! .... Strong you have to be !!! ... It is not tiring ..." How not to feel tired ? when your body and soul indeed tired with all these problematic issues which seem to be boundless. Counting the days ......
My ex from perth been calling me .. at least once a week to tell me to take good care of myself. Yah , He is coming for easter break to see me .... .... I have tasted all the bitter sweet of everything ..... Do I still have to carry on .... ....?
I loved someone that I could risk my life for I thought that this was the world that I sought Bumbling around confused, always misunderstood and cheated Is the adult world really imperfect? Every day, I walk on this crossroad I miss the perfect little happiness that I had Love always makes people cry, makes people unsatisfied The sky is big but still can't see clearly, how lonely
When the sky goes dark, I remember that song So keenly wish for the quiet rain In fact grandma's reasoning Had been sung to me long ago We must brave on even if it rains I believe everything will calm down Now, I wish to go home
I had an unpleasent dream . I was tempted and I did a disgraceful thing at the consequences of rejected and neglected. I guess Im still a kid in heart once a while . I cried in my dream. Indeed I was crying when I woke up.....
Why is it so hard and tough Questioning myself , If this is what I want ? How long I can stand with all these ? Why is it so hard for a spoilt brat to stand on its own foot ? Or is it just fate ? Telling me no matter where I run , no matter how i fight it I wont be able to escape .... Destiny ..........
Rachel remind me "Dont give up!!! .... Strong you have to be !!! ... It is not tiring ..." How not to feel tired ? when your body and soul indeed tired with all these problematic issues which seem to be boundless. Counting the days ......
My ex from perth been calling me .. at least once a week to tell me to take good care of myself. Yah , He is coming for easter break to see me .... .... I have tasted all the bitter sweet of everything ..... Do I still have to carry on .... ....?
I loved someone that I could risk my life for I thought that this was the world that I sought Bumbling around confused, always misunderstood and cheated Is the adult world really imperfect? Every day, I walk on this crossroad I miss the perfect little happiness that I had Love always makes people cry, makes people unsatisfied The sky is big but still can't see clearly, how lonely
When the sky goes dark, I remember that song So keenly wish for the quiet rain In fact grandma's reasoning Had been sung to me long ago We must brave on even if it rains I believe everything will calm down Now, I wish to go home