my life is going to shit. I should just die now.
Yesterday was the concert, the bled and ya, thats the only band I really went to see since I knew underoath was only gunna play new songs, So I came down with Jamie and we met up with Alyzza and Mike, Justin K was with Sara so I hung out w. him and moshed with him, I hated all the fags that were 2-stepping and hardcore dancing to underoath I tried to kick and trip all of them, they are so gay. I spent most of the night with Richie and Ryan and Richie was being so annoying he would not stop asking me to have sex with him, Ryan likes me and even he wasn't that bad he hardly would hit on me because he knows I'm dating Justin. Hes grounded for 3 weeks for going up north with me. Both our faults, but he works tonight so I'm driving down there to see him at work since I can't handle not seeing him like the 4 days of the week I do. I got my hair cut and dyed pics will be at the bottom....its nothing special the color I just put red pigment in so I have red highlights with the brown that faded. OH YEAH! I drove down to the Rave myself and my car was fine!!!! that was my highlight of the night cuz I was almost crying because I was so nervious driving down there, cuz of my accident that I had last time I went to the rave. I hate having two studies in a row....Ugh, lame. I guess Jill and I are going to that show in West Bend, people keep asking me to take them up there and personally if I don't like you I don't want to give you a ride.
So my dad and I are broke, we have no money and we are so behind on every bill. I applied at like 5 places and all of them are hiring, I hope Starbucks calls me back first, but I applied at Mc donalds, a new vet in grafton paying 7.50 starbucks and sendicks.... I hope I can get a job soon because I want to help my dad out so bad, and pay people back for money i owe, like my horses at the farm, I'm having to sell them cuz we can't afford them, I'm so sad about that I've cried like nightly because I'm going to lose them. okay enough said. wow this s long....weird.
So my dad and I are broke, we have no money and we are so behind on every bill. I applied at like 5 places and all of them are hiring, I hope Starbucks calls me back first, but I applied at Mc donalds, a new vet in grafton paying 7.50 starbucks and sendicks.... I hope I can get a job soon because I want to help my dad out so bad, and pay people back for money i owe, like my horses at the farm, I'm having to sell them cuz we can't afford them, I'm so sad about that I've cried like nightly because I'm going to lose them. okay enough said. wow this s long....weird.