My HeaD...
it's a New Year already... why do days go by so fast? hehehe actually, I kinda feel that days go by so slow whenever I'm home... usually stuck in my room with my computer just being lazy and watching something to keep my mind occupied and happy. I get too paranoid about most things, which is why I need to keep myself from thinking too much. I end up thinking of things that will make me cry... why is it that way? I don't know either, maybe I am a pessimist - pretending to be a very optimistic person. hahaha... how can I say this? well at work I tend to be the person who is always happy and "smiley" people ask me how I can be so happy when they feel that their work is not something that can make them happy. honestly -- maybe I'm just happy to be busy, to get my mind away from thinking. I like working being at work with my mind running amuck. slow days makes my head think too much of things i shouldn't even ponder on.
This year - I wish I can go somewhere else maybe go to a different country for once? life is very short - though I know deep down in my mind I wished it was shorter for me.(OMG I'm going EMO again).
I wish that I had dreams and aspirations. I'm always stuck in the past or the present not thinking of the future. I can only think of others. no dreams for myself. I wish I can change and be of good use to others.
I'll try to be a better person this year... Maybe it will do me good... Maybe finally I can be happy and at peace.
This year - I wish I can go somewhere else maybe go to a different country for once? life is very short - though I know deep down in my mind I wished it was shorter for me.(OMG I'm going EMO again).
I wish that I had dreams and aspirations. I'm always stuck in the past or the present not thinking of the future. I can only think of others. no dreams for myself. I wish I can change and be of good use to others.
I'll try to be a better person this year... Maybe it will do me good... Maybe finally I can be happy and at peace.