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yesterday at the hospital i ran into Edna...havent seen her since the 8th grade. i got her number so i should call her soon
then today at mass (LENT) i saw.....LoL....Chris! and then Amanda who graduated in december.it was funny how Chris and Tracey thought i had a party that one time...last,last summer.Long Story.
Well, yeah i talked to him for a couple of minutes when i came in with the choir and he said he had these really sweet and charming plans for someone in particular. I knew he always liked her!!! He just now wants to do something about it...im so happy for him!
i wish someone had feelings like that for me! It really sucks. Valentine's can be one of the best, but worst holidays if you have nobody like me. I still like him (no,no..not chris). i'd be awesome if i could do something really cool for valentines day for *him*. I guess i'm still afraid....I SHOULDN'T BE! He doesmt judge me...he makes me feel fabulous! I'm scared of just not being a good enough person for this phenomenal, down to earth guy who i have a lot in common with. what do i do???????????
then today at mass (LENT) i saw.....LoL....Chris! and then Amanda who graduated in december.it was funny how Chris and Tracey thought i had a party that one time...last,last summer.Long Story.
Well, yeah i talked to him for a couple of minutes when i came in with the choir and he said he had these really sweet and charming plans for someone in particular. I knew he always liked her!!! He just now wants to do something about it...im so happy for him!
i wish someone had feelings like that for me! It really sucks. Valentine's can be one of the best, but worst holidays if you have nobody like me. I still like him (no,no..not chris). i'd be awesome if i could do something really cool for valentines day for *him*. I guess i'm still afraid....I SHOULDN'T BE! He doesmt judge me...he makes me feel fabulous! I'm scared of just not being a good enough person for this phenomenal, down to earth guy who i have a lot in common with. what do i do???????????