Aug 11, 2005 13:36
I'm back were I started 3 years ago. I don't want to be here again. This sucks.
Kevin's back in my life & he refuses to leave me again. He wants me there as his friend, always.
I don't know if I can do that. I love him to much to just be friends. I don't fucking get this.. the only reason why he can't be with me is because something is stopping him, what the fuck could be stopping him. I think I'v come to the conclution that I'm seriously obsessed with this kid. The only way that I can get over him is if he's not in my life. I can't even like other guys when he's around, it's just not possible.
I'm fucking rambling. This is all that on my mind. Thats how it use to be and that took 2 years to stop.. & here I am again.
Ugh, GUY!