You think you know me*and you're probably a psycho stalker freak, so you do...but you don't!
No...no...Im really not bored...I swear! **What I really WANTED to say, but didn't have enough room to do so...:You think you know me*and you're probably a psycho stalker freak who takes pictures of me in my underware and eats my half eaten sandwiches out of the trash and jerks off to me and my boyfriend having sex, so you do*...but you have no idea!** I figured a little humor to start with...
*~*~*The fact that Im staying in VA has finally sunk in. I applied to CVCC, which I got in. I'm living with Daddy and Michelle now. We are moving into a bigger house next month. Can't wait! Bryant and I are dating. Josh and Darren have been just memories for a while now. I've even started telling family that I'm moving back. Oh, I bet they will be thrilled! Ha! I don't have job yet, but hopefully that will come through soon. I am officially back in the place I vowed never to be again. Who knows, maybe it won't be so bad this time around. *~*
*~*~*I would have to say, basically life sucks right now. I usually find myself wondering why in the hell I decided to stay. I care too much about what everyone else wants. I'm too worried that my family will look at me like they do Jesika.*~*
*~*~*Bryant: Oh, where to start! Four years ago, I never would have imagined him and I dating. But then again, four years ago I thought David was the best thing that had ever happened to me. Haha! What a joke that turned out to be. What can I say? Bryant's actually a great guy, with a few things I wouldn't mind changing. I just wish that he would quit smoking, completely! There are no good reasons why he should need to. Stress! Who gives a fuck? There are so many other positive ways to deal with stres. Hmm...like writing! Frustration! Talking really does help with that. Hit something...not living, hard, or valuable! Maybe I will get through to him one day. Imagine that! Oh boy does he love his cars! I honestly do understand that it's his hobby...but right now, the car that he's driving is the only one he has. He is constantly fucking with it ALL the time. He'll fix it...then a weeks later something else fucks up, or he messes with something, and he has no vehical for another two weeks. It tends to get aggrevating after a while. Not to mention, I have to listen to Daddy and Michelle bitch about it when he's not around. Other than that, I really don't think there is anything wrong with him. He's wonderful. I know he loves me, and that's something that I haven't had for a while. So, the big question...do I love him? I do! I'm in love!*~*
*~*~*I really do need a job. It will help things, a lot! Bryant will only have half of what he's paying for rent to deal with. Also, I'm going to try my best to help him with his bills. I also have college to pay for. Everyone says that they are going to help me as much as they can. But honestly, I don't see that happening. Ahh...life as college student!*~*
*~*~*The fact that Im staying in VA has finally sunk in. I applied to CVCC, which I got in. I'm living with Daddy and Michelle now. We are moving into a bigger house next month. Can't wait! Bryant and I are dating. Josh and Darren have been just memories for a while now. I've even started telling family that I'm moving back. Oh, I bet they will be thrilled! Ha! I don't have job yet, but hopefully that will come through soon. I am officially back in the place I vowed never to be again. Who knows, maybe it won't be so bad this time around. *~*
*~*~*I would have to say, basically life sucks right now. I usually find myself wondering why in the hell I decided to stay. I care too much about what everyone else wants. I'm too worried that my family will look at me like they do Jesika.*~*
*~*~*Bryant: Oh, where to start! Four years ago, I never would have imagined him and I dating. But then again, four years ago I thought David was the best thing that had ever happened to me. Haha! What a joke that turned out to be. What can I say? Bryant's actually a great guy, with a few things I wouldn't mind changing. I just wish that he would quit smoking, completely! There are no good reasons why he should need to. Stress! Who gives a fuck? There are so many other positive ways to deal with stres. Hmm...like writing! Frustration! Talking really does help with that. Hit something...not living, hard, or valuable! Maybe I will get through to him one day. Imagine that! Oh boy does he love his cars! I honestly do understand that it's his hobby...but right now, the car that he's driving is the only one he has. He is constantly fucking with it ALL the time. He'll fix it...then a weeks later something else fucks up, or he messes with something, and he has no vehical for another two weeks. It tends to get aggrevating after a while. Not to mention, I have to listen to Daddy and Michelle bitch about it when he's not around. Other than that, I really don't think there is anything wrong with him. He's wonderful. I know he loves me, and that's something that I haven't had for a while. So, the big question...do I love him? I do! I'm in love!*~*
*~*~*I really do need a job. It will help things, a lot! Bryant will only have half of what he's paying for rent to deal with. Also, I'm going to try my best to help him with his bills. I also have college to pay for. Everyone says that they are going to help me as much as they can. But honestly, I don't see that happening. Ahh...life as college student!*~*