Feels Damn Good...

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Soooo things are looking brighter! I say brighter and not bright because I have been blessed with soo much, it's just that things weren't going the way I was use to for about a year. But NOWWWWW I'm on the road to being the happiest I have ever been! Andddddd by the wayyyyy, ERIC AND I ARE FRIENDS AGAIN! Lol! Stupid stupid stupid crap! Probably the dumbest times of my life was with this kid on one level, and on another the dumbest time of my life to not have this kid in my life. I'm more than likely going to meet up with him tomorrow when I go to see my sister play volleyball. I'm nervous too! I don't know why?! He's my friend of 12 years just about...or is he? Is he my best friend of 13.5 years? I don't know exactly how you would count that? But yeah, I'm nervous...it's been awhile almost a year and a half since we've seen each other...or actually had a conversation...so it should be interesting! As soon as I asked him if we were cool agian, and he said yeah...legit I felt like a HUGE BOLDER was lifted off of my shoulders. Either way something would've been lifted off of my shoulders because it was about time to make up or move on...but I'm estatic things went this way! After I got off the phone 100's of memories rushed through my head, how could I have been sooo stupid not to just show up and punch this kid in the face and be like are we stupid, lol why aren't we boys yet?! So yeah...I bet we'll see each other be awkward for about 3 mins and then be like remember when.....and then it'll be all good! If we start making fun of other people and each other then I know it'll be just fine! So we'll see! Promise to keep you updated!
P.S.- Elise has something to tell me?! I bet her ass is pregnant, that'd be funny! We'll see though!