I don't get it...!?
So here's some more randomness from a depressed insomniac....which by the way has no reason to be! Lol! I just don't get it sometimes....why the hell am I soooo god damn miserable all the time?! I mean I have more than enough friends....I mean people come up to me and try to talk...and I just push them away, NICE I know! But whatever..that's the way the world turns. I'm involved soo much...and my resume is about 40 pages long...I can walk into a room and everyone wants to talk to me...but I still find myself looking around the room at the same people and shutting down because each person has something that I don't...and it PISSES me the fuck off! I mean I know it's unrealistic....but why can't I jsut have it all!? Am I not deserving?! I bust my ass day in and day out...and there is always this god damn scum bag ready to make a fucking comment to throw me over board...mostly it's myself..lol...not going to lie! So that's pretty much it! I just needed to do a self rant sort of thing. Thanks for listening!