life is horrible.......
well last night was interesting. the kickback was ok. well brittany ad ashley were bored as hell but i kept myself entertained. ya. i spent the night at brittany's house. ya.
ok well ya i still feel kinda bad about sarah. i didnt mean anything about what happened. i feel like shit right now. i feel used. i dunno why.
ok i really like westley now. i think im fucked up in the head. i dont know why i do. i just do. i really really really like him now. im going mental. i mean, there's like no way to explain it. i just do.
im confused. my life is going in so many different directions. i dont know whats going on. one minute im caught up in something and the next minute something else.i dont know who to believe anymore. i dont know what to do anymore. sometimes i wish i could find a way to make it all go away. someway to escape the madness my life is putting me through. fuck it. im fucked up enough all ready. a little more damage wont do that much harm. but enough will drive a person insane. i feel like im the person thats going insane. someone fucking help me.....................
ok well ya i still feel kinda bad about sarah. i didnt mean anything about what happened. i feel like shit right now. i feel used. i dunno why.
ok i really like westley now. i think im fucked up in the head. i dont know why i do. i just do. i really really really like him now. im going mental. i mean, there's like no way to explain it. i just do.
im confused. my life is going in so many different directions. i dont know whats going on. one minute im caught up in something and the next minute something else.i dont know who to believe anymore. i dont know what to do anymore. sometimes i wish i could find a way to make it all go away. someway to escape the madness my life is putting me through. fuck it. im fucked up enough all ready. a little more damage wont do that much harm. but enough will drive a person insane. i feel like im the person thats going insane. someone fucking help me.....................