lazy ass day
well didnt end up working today. im really...well i dunno. egghhh. i feel sooo shitty. i got a splitting ass motherfucking goddamn son of a bitchen headache. lol. i think i covered all the words. heh. yeah i got a headache it sux. lets see i slept allllllll fucking day. what a waste. then i went and saw a sneak preview for without a paddle. since nate is the sneak preview ticket man. saw it with nate coleby and ricky. it was definatly a better movie then i thought it was going to be from the previews that i saw of it. i thought it was damn funny too. then since i was in the movie mode i came home and chilled then i finally went and saw the bourne supremecy. it was also a really good movie. def different then the first one. it did seem like they gave away plot of the movie before the end. and it left somewhat of and open ending. i still give it 2 thimbs up. and damn movies are fucking expensive. im now offically broke. well kinda. go collect some back money thats owed me.
had some alone time lately. havent felt all that sociable lately. bummed out. thinking about shit thats going on. i dont really pay it much mind i guess being the fact that all we(being me and my family and anyone that is in contact with my aunt billie) mike this mike that blah blah blah. granted hes now not my uncle mike nomore and through what hes doing i have completely lost all fucking respect for his sorry ass. it really sucks. drugs that is. i dunno. i mean shit if i was him i know i couldnt have put up with my aunt but i mean this is soooo way out of line i mean goddamn. its really gay. i more i think about it the more angry and depressed i get about the whole thing. lets see they were married 14 years. im 19 now. which means i was 5 when they were married. shit i remember there wedding day. i was their ring bearer. god i was soo nervous. im shy neways and i hate ppl looking at me. ahaha all walking down the isle with the ring and soo. heh neways. yeah soo i mean he was apart of my life long time too. i mean plainly he was "uncle mike". he was by far my favorite uncle. well uncle ray doesnt count. hes like dad #2. it just feels wierd not being able to say uncle mike. i used to have sooo much respect and admired him. he was awsome. now its gone. cant quite believe it sometimes but umm yeah. i havent seen him since all this shit came about and well i dont think i care too. part of me wants to just be the whole living hell out of him. but that wont solve nething. heh it would feel good but yeah. but i nor nobody will have to do nething to him. knowing what i know and the way hes acting he'll kill hisself. ooooookkkk off my family and personal problems.....
no racing this weekend. gotta see if me and dusty are towning that racecar im selling to durham this weekend. i think that im gonan try and do it on sunday. use that money for funding latemodel funds.
this weekend. saturday night. IM BUYING A HANDLE OF CAPT. MORGANS. A 2 LITER OF DR PEPPER AND IM GETING 100% COMPLETLY DRUNK AND SHITFACED! lmao. havent acted liek an idiot in a while and this weekend seems to be a perfect time to.
what ill be doing this weekend.
had some alone time lately. havent felt all that sociable lately. bummed out. thinking about shit thats going on. i dont really pay it much mind i guess being the fact that all we(being me and my family and anyone that is in contact with my aunt billie) mike this mike that blah blah blah. granted hes now not my uncle mike nomore and through what hes doing i have completely lost all fucking respect for his sorry ass. it really sucks. drugs that is. i dunno. i mean shit if i was him i know i couldnt have put up with my aunt but i mean this is soooo way out of line i mean goddamn. its really gay. i more i think about it the more angry and depressed i get about the whole thing. lets see they were married 14 years. im 19 now. which means i was 5 when they were married. shit i remember there wedding day. i was their ring bearer. god i was soo nervous. im shy neways and i hate ppl looking at me. ahaha all walking down the isle with the ring and soo. heh neways. yeah soo i mean he was apart of my life long time too. i mean plainly he was "uncle mike". he was by far my favorite uncle. well uncle ray doesnt count. hes like dad #2. it just feels wierd not being able to say uncle mike. i used to have sooo much respect and admired him. he was awsome. now its gone. cant quite believe it sometimes but umm yeah. i havent seen him since all this shit came about and well i dont think i care too. part of me wants to just be the whole living hell out of him. but that wont solve nething. heh it would feel good but yeah. but i nor nobody will have to do nething to him. knowing what i know and the way hes acting he'll kill hisself. ooooookkkk off my family and personal problems.....
no racing this weekend. gotta see if me and dusty are towning that racecar im selling to durham this weekend. i think that im gonan try and do it on sunday. use that money for funding latemodel funds.
this weekend. saturday night. IM BUYING A HANDLE OF CAPT. MORGANS. A 2 LITER OF DR PEPPER AND IM GETING 100% COMPLETLY DRUNK AND SHITFACED! lmao. havent acted liek an idiot in a while and this weekend seems to be a perfect time to.
what ill be doing this weekend.