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so i haven't updated in like FOREVER, but nothing worth writing was going on anyway. yesterday i had one of those days where i really really wanted to do something, but it wasnt happening. I had plans, but they were shot down. I knew barbie was busy goign to the show and i hadnt heard from hailee in days. I decided to call mia, and we made plans to get together to help her dog give birth (desperate!). Then she kinda cancled. Barbie asked me to go to the show at the teen center.
i am so glad i went! i hadnt been to a show in for-ev-er! i got greeted by lots of hugs and it was fun. i saw people i hadnt seen in a while.
i really really REALLY dont want to move now.
my mom wants to be out of our house by the 14th and then ill be going to DSHA. i dont want to be lesbian. and theres a guy i like a lot that i wont ever see if i move. ughdhhghghghg.
im finally have my social anxiety under control, or "people phobia" as barbie calls it.
shes helped me so much with it, its crazy how different i am now.
i dont want to have to start all over. i finally found a reason that i want to stay, and its too late.
ugh this is a tough one, but theres a chance i miiight stay..
xoDANAxo
i am so glad i went! i hadnt been to a show in for-ev-er! i got greeted by lots of hugs and it was fun. i saw people i hadnt seen in a while.
i really really REALLY dont want to move now.
my mom wants to be out of our house by the 14th and then ill be going to DSHA. i dont want to be lesbian. and theres a guy i like a lot that i wont ever see if i move. ughdhhghghghg.
im finally have my social anxiety under control, or "people phobia" as barbie calls it.
shes helped me so much with it, its crazy how different i am now.
i dont want to have to start all over. i finally found a reason that i want to stay, and its too late.
ugh this is a tough one, but theres a chance i miiight stay..
xoDANAxo